THE HARDEST DECISION . ever

The M thing.
Marriage?
 yes, what else. nothing really big,natural lah kan

but why do i feel like I AM NOT READY YETTTTTT.  

Getting married to a man that you love would be a dream comes true,

until.................
the reality hit you hard.. i am losing words to describe
 how i  feel right at the moment now..

i am not just losing words, i 'm  losing myself.

The dilemma 

1.The thought of leaving the nest. my family, home sweetest home is unbearable.

my whole life is gone. 

2. Shifted to the new place. new family .new workplace.new unfamiliar stress  and faces

 (too much to handle)

I love you(i think) i get it, but i love my family too !

Tell me how this going to work. just tell me ....................


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