Hear my heart burst again

A lot to take in. nothing makes sense anymore

everything wasnt oke.everything. 

Part of me struggling to escape dying to run away

its a very tough time right now

mentally im exhausted.

i dont know why im scared
 coz i hve been here before.
all this while

every feeling every word  i hve known it all.

i am begging myself not to lose grip 

being here seeing all this its killing me

there is nothing that i can do and it hurts me a lot.

i pray so hard to god that everything gonna be just fine

insyaAllah there will be a better way ahead

Let the sky fall, when it crumblesWe will stand talland face it all together

p/s - put your trust in Allah. this is nothing more than a test. 

Maafkanlah bila hati tak sempurna mencintaiMu.