Macam sedih bila teringat balik. tiba2 malam ni teringat kat dia.Those three long and faithful years gone to waste but i guess mistakes , wrong decisions, getting hurt is part of growing up kan? i can feel the changes,im getting better dah almost half a year pun. somehow the heart learns to tolerate .funny how i set high expectations towards him although i experience so much disappointment from the very same person.He long for trust but he betrays it,he long for love but throw it around like it's nothing.nothing at all.
 You break your heart again and again asking questions you already knew the answer but hoping for a different answer but why do i keep blaming myself for everything that went wrong?
p/s-I think its true, when people get hurt they turned into someone new. not physically but in terms of maturity but somehow im still stuck with the memories.
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